Monday, August 31, 2009

Wo(e')man's Beast Friend

Two Tragic Characters in August Strindberg’s “Miss Julie” 
& Leoncio Deriada’s “Dog-Eaters”

Unsolvable.

This is what August Strindberg’s “Miss Julie” and Leoncio Deriada’s “The Dog Eaters” make clear about the woman problem. In both works, the woman is portrayed as the modern tragic hero, powerless and insignificant character, who is not able to achieve her full person and make the best use of her existence, for it is largely hinged on her being smothered, silenced, suppressed, and considered insignificant.

In the two plays, women are depicted in a desperate state—not being able to do what their hearts desire or when they do, rather suffer their consequences in the most dismal forms. The powerlessness of a woman is highlighted by her futile attempts in antagonizing the male ego and is suppressed, regardless of her status in any society—aristocratic or urban poor. The patriarchal society constituting the male order presses too hard on their lives, and pushes them to despair and eventually, downfall.

One dismal reality is common in both plays. Both works bring to light the battle of the sexes—for domination—in an effort to create an order in a given society. When, at the end of the day, the question is asked—who survives? Certainly, it is not the woman. And more interestingly enough, both have naturalistic treatments of the same subject: the suppressed female sensibility never—if at all—triumphs over the otherwise impersonal male order. Her fate is largely determined by her enclosed, cloistered and restrained status in any given social setting where the male reigns supreme, intact, unmoved.

In the Strindberg classic, Miss Julie, a count’s daughter in the turn-of-the-century Sweden, seduces her father’s footman Jean, but succumbs to the dire consequences of her action that leads to her own ruin. In Deriada’s social realist piece written in the late 1960s, one cloistered wife Mariana realizes the stark poverty she consciously drew herself into, where her husband Victor lives the dog-like existence with his dog-eating friends. Desperate and resigned, her existence disintegrates within the filth of the slums.

Both dramatic tragedies spell the inevitability of the protagonist’s disintegration and ruin. In each of these works, the protagonist’s fate is inexorable, something that no one can escape. When we see the woman as the victim of a superior force, it arouses our pity. When we realize that the action demonstrates universal truths and that we feel that the victim could just as easily be ourselves—it arouses our fear. In the tragic hero’s death, we feel a sense of loss, but only because she has demonstrated his great worth. It is said that in tragedy, the forces of life being what they are, and human nature what it is, the protagonist wrestles with these forces, but he can never hope to win over them, and ultimately he is defeated.

“Miss Julie” delineates a series of unfortunate events for its protagonist, Countess Julie. We come to know that Miss Julie is the daughter of a count and that this affords her the blessings of a good life. We also get to know that Miss Julie has been brought up by her mother to hate men. When she—to express her contempt for them—forced her fiancé to jump over a horsewhip at her command, the man broke the engagement. Then, Miss Julie joins in a servants’ party and flirts with Jean, a footman. Through the entire unfolding of events, the countess seduces him and, unable to live with the conflicts this act creates in her, commits suicide.

In “The Dog Eaters”, Mariana laments the fact that hers is not a good life and scorns her husband Victor for not having a permanent job. She nags him for their poor life, and blames him for their sorry living conditions. Like a mad dog, she is hysterical at her husband: “I am mad because I want my husband to have a steady job… I want my husband to make a man of himself.” Mariana is cloistered within dismal poor circumstances which virtually dictate her sense of values. When she finally resorts to aborting her second child, it is because despair and resignation spell her entire character. She becomes irresponsible in her acts—hardly recognizing its consequences.

While making a problematic of the woman’s issue, Julie’s character emphasizes the dilemma that men and women are different—they want different things; and each is determined to dominate. In Miss Julie,” the battle of sexes is depicted very intensely ravishing (Krutch, 1953). Countess Julie, who belongs to the highly privileged class “plays with fire with the working-class constituent Jean who rather appears refined and even schooled. Bit by bit, through the play, we see how their respective roles are reversed on grounds of the more dominant sex. The male gradually dominates the female sex—regardless of where he is situated in the society, or economically determined.

Ruled by her instincts, on a frenzied mardi gras, Julie gets attracted to his father’s valet Jean—composed but virile and ambitious—but later fails to recognize the consequences of her wild act. She starts to engage him in a verbal war, and later an intimate affair—

Julie: Kiss my hand first!
Jean: Don’t you realize that playing with fire is dangerous?
Julie: Not for me. I’m insured.
Jean: No, you’re not! And even if you are, there’s combustible material nearby.
Julie: Meaning you?
Jean: Yes! Not because I am who I am, but just because I’m a young man…

Here, the male character very well recognizes the male-female chemistry is highly combustible; the woman hardly knows the male hormones are highly excitable, fact which never has been familiar to an otherwise naïve Julie who subconsciously desires to subdue the male sex. She has done so to her former fiancée who later broke off engagement with her on grounds of her wild domineering act—making him jump on a horsewhip.

Jean: And so you got engaged to the country commissioner!
Julie: Exactly—so that he should become my slave.
Jean: And he wasn’t willing?
Julie: He was willing enough, but he didn’t get the chance. I grew tired of him.

Early on, Julie, the count’s daughter utterly declares her domination of the other sex to her father’s footman, Jean, who patronizes such seduction until Julie furthers on to flirt with him:

Julie: What incredible conceit! A Don Juan, perhaps? Or a Joseph? I’m prepared to believe you’re a Joseph!
Jean: You think so?
Julie: I almost fear so.
[Jean makes a bold move to embrace and kiss her.]
Julie: [Slaps him] Insolence!
Jean: Serious or joking?
Julie: Serious.

In this part, Julie does not the consequences of her actions until the time Jean plays his part to poke fun at her, being lured in turn by her “statutory” seduction—one imposed to the male servant by her female master.

Julie: Have you ever been in love?
Jean: That’s not the word we’d use. But I have run after plenty of girls. And once, when I couldn’t have the one girl I wanted, I became sick. Really sick, I tell you, like those princes in the Arabian nights who could neither eat nor drink for love.
Julie: Who was she? [Jean is silent.] Who was she?
Jean: You can’t make me answer that.
Julie: If I ask you as an equal? As a—friend? Who was she?
Jean: You.
Julie: [Sits] Priceless!

An ambitious member of the working-class serving the aristocrats Julie and her father count, Jean is now compelled to make use of his being male to obtain what he desires—to become himself the powerful though anonymous Count who has control on everything in the household. And after several instances of seduction by his female master, the male servant becomes the male usurper who affords himself the chance to use his sex and sexuality and prey on her female sensitive character to conquer her.

When footman Jean becomes the abuser, he delineates a potent character of the patriarchal order. He represents the virile but unfeeling phallus, seeking its own pleasure and self-preservation. He serves the entire purpose of the masculine sensibility—sheer sex and bodily satisfaction—attaining for the male order its clout and control.

After the seduction results in consummation, whether compelled or otherwise, Julie realizes what she has drawn herself into. The subservient Jean is now someone who says much about the real story about parents of the countess herself. He then makes her realize that like her mother who hated men, she is also crazy. She is definitely crazy—

Jean: It’s what comes of getting mixed up with women. Miss Julie, I know you’re suffering but I cannot understand you. I think you’re sick. Yes, you’re definitely sick.
Julie: Please be kind to me. Speak to me like a human being.

And when they both realize that their action is shameful before the whole household, the woman character has something clear in mind—she’d run away with the footman to escape disgrace.

Jean: So what do we do then?
Julie: Go away together!
Jean: To torment each other to death?
Julie: No—to enjoy ourselves for two days, or a week, or for as long as it’s possible to enjoy oneself. And then—die.

Here is proven that the man-woman disparity is perennial as that of life and death. Though Julie foresees harmony in their coexistence, Jean does not share this idea, especially with Julie, who he considers not his equal, but now someone lower than him—after committing such an act. Jean very well knows how it works for the aristocrat—a member of the aristocrat cannot simply commit what Julie has brought for herself. Now he considers himself “higher” than Julie herself—not only because he is a male, but because the act has—as if—reversed their status. Truth now dawns upon Julie that with such an act, she could never regain her purity—or even honor—again. The male character’s rhetoric is working so much against the female’s sensitivity whose worth and sensibility is as though hinged on what the patriarchal order declares.

And when Julie summons him to join her in her plans to flee the Count’s household to establish their lives some place else, the male stands his ground to make her see—he has only fooled her as much as she did him prior to the consummation of the sexual act.

Julie: Come up with me!
Jean: To your room? Now you’ve lost your mind again! Go, at once!
Julie: Speak kindly to me, Jean.

Now disillusioned and given to disgrace and later death, Julie’s character is transformed as it is disintegrated. Here she appears to be the sorriest character after the swift turn of events. Jean only made her believe that he desired her—after patronizing her own seduction of him. The woman becomes the unwanted sex—the pathetic sex that pulled to itself its own ruin.

Julie: What would you do in my place?
Jean: In your place? Let me think. As a Count’s daughter, as a woman, after this kind of mistake. I don’t know. Yes, now I do know.
Julie: [makes a gesture] Like this?
Jean: Yes. But I wouldn’t do it—be clear about that! There’s a difference between us.
Julie: Because you’re a man and I’m a woman? What difference does that make?
Jean: Same difference as between—a man and a woman!

Close to her suicide, the naïve Julie does not recognize the difference of the two sexes insinuated and illustrated by the footman—that in her parent’s marriage, it is the Count, her father himself who ruled after all—not her mother. It is the man who has dominated.

These final exchanges of rhetoric between the male and the female highlight the failure of the woman to attempt at changing her own destiny. It is the male that still defines the female. It is he on whom she will hinge her existence into. Her existence is largely defined by how he allows [or not] it to be. Rendered immobile by everything surrounding her, Julie succumbs to her own ruin, and the male dominates in the end—

Julie: I’m unable to do anything any longer! Unable to feel remorse, unable to run, unable to stay, unable to live—unable to die! Help me! Order me, and I’ll obey you like a dog. Do me this last service, save my honor, save my name! You know what I should do, but can’t—will me to do it. Order me to do it!
Jean: I don’t know why—but now I can’t, either—I don’t understand it. It’s as though this jacket here actually kept me—from being able to order you—and now, since the Count spoke to me—now—how can I explain it—ah—it’s this damned servant boy sitting on my back! I think if the Count were to come down here right now—and he ordered me to cut my throat—I’d do it on the spot.

Here, Julie realizes that her existence cannot at all be given meaning beyond this thing she’s “ordered to do.” Everything has dawned on her, thus—

Julie: Then make believe you’re my father, and I’m you. You were such a good actor before, when you got down on your knees—you were the gentleman then—or haven’t you ever been to the theater and watched a hypnotist? He says to the subject, take the broom! And the subject takes it. He says, sweep! And the subject sweeps—
Jean: But the other one has to be asleep.
Julie: I’m already asleep.

The woman is given to accepting her destined place in the world where man reigns powerful and prevails. We come to realize that the woman problem is perennially unsolvable—irresolvable, or fixed in a number of ways. It declares that the woman is a predictable social character whose ill destiny in the patriarchal society can never be less than tragic or devastating.

We can infer a number of things about the predictable plight of the woman in an otherwise irregular reality put forth by the existing patriarchy. The fact that Julie approaches derangement, prior to her self-murder, tells us that a woman is doomed for life. When Julie approaches derangement, Julie both desires and rejects the male ego. She both abhors and adores Jean, the male culture constituent, the phallus that lures an otherwise reluctant female crevice into its traps. When Julie sets out to kill herself as per hypnotism by the animal, brusque Jean, the female sensibility succumbs to the male, phallic, patriarchal order—and reaffirms its control over human affairs.

Because “Miss Julie” illustrates a love-hate relationship between a noblewoman and one of her servants, reminiscent of D. H. Lawrence’s Lady Chatterley’s Lover, this presupposes that the woman character is hinged on the male’s animal nature. Nothing much more can be said about this work but about its author’s strong aversion against women. The stark reality unfolds in this brazen work that depicts one gruesome male ego that stalks and preys on the female sensibility as it seeks to elevate itself by way if raping the female—physically and subconsciously.

In Leoncio Deriada’s “The Dog Eaters”, we see the tragic fate of Mariana, the wife of a jobless Victor who prefers drinking with his dog-eating friends to finding a stable job that could support his family. When Mariana recalls her expectations when she eloped with Victor, she is frustrated when she realizes that her dreams of having things she didn’t possess did not materialize after her elopement.

Mariana: Do we have to be like this all the time? Why don’t you get a steady job like any other decent husband?
Victor: You don’t have to complain, Mariana. True, my job is not permanent but I think we have enough. We are not starving, are we?
Mariana (with a flourish): You call this enough? You call this rat’s nest of a house, this hell of a neighborhood—enough? You call these tin plates and cheap curtains enough? (Bitterly.) This is not the kind of life I expected…

Mariana becomes the pathetic icon of irony when she pastes pictures on the walls so their house could get some sense of cheerfulness of the rather gloomy living conditions. Of course, the pasted pictures and plastic fixtures in the house all the more emphasized their destitution.

Mariana is the morally upright, goal-oriented, perhaps sensible modern woman who becomes a misfit—she has to indeed fall into despair—for she doesn’t belong to the slime of the slums. She despises the dog-like existence inasmuch as she abhors her husband’s affinity with their dog-eating neighbors. She prefers a better life. But she is living with the likes of Aling Elpidia, the vegetable vendor who sells her a concoction that can abort her unborn. Along with these characters, Mariana fails to realize that the worst that can happen to them is to become human refuse—yielding to their animal nature.

Aling Elpidia: (one hand still flat on Mariana’s belly) Are you sure you do not want another child?
Mariana: I don’t want another child. (She moves away and holds the bottle like a trophy.)
Aling Elpidia: Well, it’s your decision. The bottle is yours.
Mariana: How shall I take this?

As for the woman’s act or attempt to kill her unborn—moralists would immediately retort—the end does not justify the means—and perhaps make comments to the same effect. Mariana will never be judged by her intention—but primarily by the act. In the play, the act of abortion was never executed but Mariana’s attempt to do so has already propelled the worse circumstances and consequences for her. Though Mariana initially posed as a catalyst for change in that desperate part of the world, her being a wife to a macho Filipino husband more clearly draws her real fate—helplessness and despair altogether cause her downfall.

Mariana: One spoonful in the morning and one spoonful in the evening. It’s bitter, Victor, but I can bear it. I will be safe.
Victor: What’s that? (Then the truth dawning upon him) What? What? My baby! You? You!
Mariana: Yes! And I’m not afraid!
Victor: You won’t do it.
Mariana: No!
Victor: What kind of woman are you?
Mariana: And what kind of man are you?
Victor: It’s my baby!
Mariana: It’s mine. I have the right to dispose of it. I don’t want another child.
Victor: Why, Mariana, why?
Mariana: Because you cannot afford it! What would you feed another child, ha, Victor? Tuba for milk? Dog meat for rice?

Though Mariana appears to be a good woman, she is the quintessential woman whose morals are sacrificed—falling prey to an unrelenting male ego-dictated society, one that is hostile and aloof, cruel and impersonal, unkind and stern. Like the countess Julie—and like Ramir whom she butchers—Mariana succumbs to the slavering tongues of the dog-eat-dog society where she finds herself in.

When Victor tells Mariana, “Behave, you woman,” he articulates a macho rhetoric that attempts or obviously, starkly impose silence or seek to silence the woman and her possibilities. But to Mariana, Victor’s macho image is not in fact masculinity, but otherwise. She tells him she’s a coward because he hardly could provide for his growing family. For her, the measure of manhood is not something between his pants, it is his being able to provide and provide well and enough for his family.

The man-woman clash is caused by the male’s skewed sense of himself, his virility that makes not a sensible sense to the other sex. Mariana has a husband who has no ambitions, who never makes efforts to alleviate them from their stark poverty. Her natural circumstances largely determine her character, thus her story, thus her destiny.

Mariana: You men can talk because you don’t have to bear children. You cowards!
Victor: Shut up!
Mariana: Go away from me! Go away from me! Get out! Get out! Leave me alone!
(Victor goes out…She goes to the kitchen and comes back with the basket of vegetables and throws everything out of the window. Ramir barks.)
Mariana: Shut up, you miserable dog! (Pauses) Ramir—ah yes, Ramir. Now I know what to do.
(She goes to the kitchen and returns with a huge kitchen knife. Kicking the scattered tin plates on her way, she crosses to the room to the right exit.)

Enclosed in a strongly patriarchal structure, Mariana cannot just achieve her full potential as a person, much more a moral agent who strives to do what is right, or morally upright. Though she consciously takes chances and risks to change her husband’s disposition, she fails. In the process she loses herself. And in the end, she loses her self.

Mariana: here, Ramir. Come, come, Ramir. Come. Victor loves you very much. Perhaps more than he loves me. Come, Ramir. Do you see this knife? (The dog growls.) I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you, Ramir. I’ll slit your throat and drink your blood and cut you to pieces and stew you and eat you. Damn you, Victor. Damn this child. Damn everything. I’ll kill you, Ramir. (Final yelp.) I’ll cook you and eat you and eat you and eat you! Uhu! Uhu! Uhu! (And for the first time, Mariana cries.)

Very well, both texts highlight that the woman problem can never be solved because the unrelenting male sensibility will perennially make ways—consciously or otherwise—to suppress it, and make it realize its own insignificance, its unimportance.

Man [read: man and woman] is said to be the victim of conflicting desires, and the strongest of them, like his desire for a member of the opposite sex, are irrational and yet stronger than reason. He despises himself for not being able to cease desiring what he also hates (Krutch, 1953). Such generalization rings true in these two characters. Miss Julie obviously cannot do away with her desire for her father’s footman. So she desires him incessantly, while she also abhors his sex because she has been taught by her mother to hate men. This puts her in an irrevocable dilemma from which she could hardly get out one piece. Mariana, meanwhile, is a female sensibility which unconsciously or unknowingly brings upon herself her own ruin. The moment she decided to elope with a good looking animal named Victor instead of finishing her college course, she already degraded herself inasmuch as she belonged to a society where poverty defines the majority of its constituent. When she yielded to Victor’s virility and sex, she also stole from herself the right to a better status in an even more male-dictated society.

The essence of man’s tragic dilemma is that there is no rational—only an irrational solution of this dilemma (Krutch, 1953). Highlighted by the two tragic women characters and their sorry plights, the two works pursue a naturalistic tragedy that highlights pity, fear, and catharsis. Pity is aroused in us by the women’s inherent weaknesses and the social class structures they inhabit. Fear is evoked when we realize that the same fate could overcome any of us.

Both plays highlight the weak woman spirit. The plays enunciate that the woman indeed is a weak species—cloistered in the midst of the male-dominated society. Women are rendered to have tragic lives. Their fate—determined by the egoistic male society where they are situated—or where they are rather placed—is highly predictable. But the fact that these women characters defy such destiny is what makes their lives worth telling. The fact that they defied the boundaries of the oppressive, brusque, virile, and unfeeling patriarchal order—altogether redefines the character of a woman.

In the bigger picture, it is the woman who is put in bad light—or is she? Mariana rebels against the stifling patriarchal structure—antagonizing Victor when she resorts to aborting the second child and hurting his male ego when she kills his pet dog Ramir. Mariana resorts to abortion to spite Victor and perhaps make him aware of his responsibility. By wanting to kill her second child, for they cannot practically feed them well, she would rather redeem him from earthly suffering and damnation. Here the modern woman is one admirable character for she seeks to challenge an otherwise dismal structure that oppresses more her inane existence, and transforms her very sensibilities.

“I told you I didn’t want another child. You broke that bottle but I will look for other means. I’ll starve myself. I’ll jump out of the window. I’ll fall down the stairs,” runs the litany of despair, of Mariana’s exasperated existence as well defined by the male world of Victor’s. This makes clear the nature of woman to liberate herself from the restrictions of the male structure that encloses her—or rather defines her—one that subjects her as a wife or that subjugates her as a woman [secondary or insignificant to man]. Only by rebelling against such dismal structure can the woman afford herself her liberty, her individuality, her self.

In Mike Figgis’s rendition of Strindberg’s masterpiece, Saffron Burrows’ Julie is one unforgettable tragedy in literary and cinema consciousness. Her sexually hungry, angst-ridden female countenance spells the female nature—”vessel and damsel” but defiant and irreverent. She delineates one discontented and disturbing female character, a bored individual whose hollow existence is not compelled or desired but naturally determined. She has been taught by her mother to hold grudges against men; she is a man-hater gone haywire.

Both Julie and Mariana do not recognize the futility of their actions to free themselves from these patriarchal enclosures until they actually succumb to it. In both works, there’s an attempt to define a helpless, ill-fated woman whose existence is hinged on the brusque and indifferent male feeling, the two characters clarify that the patriarchal setups such as family largely determines their very sensibilities. Neither of them triumphs in their attempt to resist the patriarchal vacuum. It sucks up their persons, influences their consciousness, and determines their destinies.






Works Cited and Sources Consulted

Deriada, Leoncio P. The Dog Eaters and Other Plays. Quezon City: New Day Publishers, 1986.

Dickinson, Leo T. A Guide to Literary Study. Fort Worth: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich College Publishers, 1987.

Jurilla, Jonathan P. “Socio-Cultural Conflict Depicted in Selected Short Stories of Leoncio Deriada.” Iloilo City: University of the Philippines in the Visayas, 1996. Undergraduate thesis.

Krutch, Joseph W. Modernism in Modern Drama. New York: Cornell University Press, 1953.

Nato Eligio, Generosa. “Some Recent Writers and The Times: A Socio-Critical Study of Selected Short Stories in English Anthologized in the 1980’s.” Manila: University of Santo Tomas, 1991. Doctoral dissertation.

Picart, Roland M. “Social Commentary in Leoncio P. Deriada’s The Road to Mawab and Other Stories.” Baguio City: Baguio Colleges Foundation, 1986. Graduate thesis.

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Memory, all alone in the moonlight


Leoncio P. Deriada, People on Guerrero Street
Seguiban Printers and Publishing House, 2004
Manila Critics Circle's Juan S. Laya Prize for Best Novel, 2004


LEONCIO P. DERIADA’S People on Guerrero Street, the author’s first novel insistently profuse with memory, illustrates that the literary author is predominantly a diarist—one who chronicles his own life and its realities.


Here, the narrator “I” essays in 55 chapter-episodes his experiences with the people of Guerrero Street in the 1950s Davao City. Set in Davao City’s Guerrero Street during the school year 1953–1954 when the author was a junior in Davao City High School, People on Guerrero Street tells a good lot of realities in Davao City at the time.


The narrator’s sensibility appears to be that of a grownup man, cautious and wary of life’s harsh nature and sarcastic and cynical about life’s funny nature.


Reminiscent of J. D. Salinger’s Houden Caulfield in The Catcher in the Rye, his Deriada’s “I” speaks very cynical against the harsh modern world but promises more hope for himself when after the death of his brother’s brother-in-law Pepe, he realizes he needs to go on—when he sees that the new year beckons for him better and brighter possibilities.


While he displays utter disgust for the usual, inane, unruly or ridiculous behavior of people in his neighborhood, the events happening around him affords for us the culture itself, the society that ridicules and supports him. The narrator “I” makes clear that he yanks away superstition and fake religiosity, as much as he abhors his rivals for his crush.


Through vivid recollection of things past and present—“I” expresses his utter fondness for a male figure, perhaps being with no father figure in the household he is sharing with his brother. Hewing a verbose reportage of events, faces, things, and realities, the novel unfolds before the reader as it unfolds to the eyes and ears of the narrator “I.”


He is also subject to the “immorality” of some other characters—Carna and Luchi, with whom he is oriented to the lascivious characters and tendencies of a woman—while still being able to hold Terry as his chalice, his prized possession.


Yet, Deriada’s piece is more than about teenage puppy love; rather it illustrates a young man’s initiation into the harsh realities of the world, which he is soon facing as an adult. Pepe’s death is the persona’s first encounter with tragedy, virtually the first step in toughening the persona as he faces figurative and real deaths in the immediate future.


In the novel, the treatment of things that happened in the past is equally lengthy—as if the entire purpose of the narrator is to remember everything, and when he does he becomes an anti-character, one whose existence in the novel is questioned because of his very sensibility which sounds like the author’s himself.


Lush with his memorable past, Deriada’s autobiographical tract declares that the author’s memory is worth the beauty rendered in literature. They mirror a beautiful life, something that is full of anticipations, as the “I” narrator’s prospects at the end of People on Guerrero Street.


Here and there awarded for his fiction and outstanding work in other literary genres, Deriada says that many characters in the novel are real people just as many are pure inventions or merely transplanted from other times and other neighborhoods. Regardless of which is real or fictional, he says, these characters all belong to the realities insofar demanded by the novel.


By simple remembering, Deriada employs his memory in including facts into the “fiction.” Maybe, he says he has what is called the photographic memory. “Until now, I have a very clear picture of past incidents in my life, from childhood to the most recent, and Deriada says, “I was born in 1938 but I can remember incidents when I was three. I remember practically everything that happened to my family from the first day of the War [World War I] to the last days of the Japanese in 1945.”


Deriada has perhaps one of the clearest memories—an exceptional ability to remember the past and recollect facts in order to portray significant characters that exist for a purpose. The narrator “I” even remembers words when he encounters images and events which he is narrating. He swings from the present back to the past when some characters remind him of certain things in the past.


Of the book’s creative style, Deriada says the blurring of the boundaries between fact and fiction is [also] necessary in writing an autobiographical or historical novel. The writing must be good if the boundaries between the real and the invented are blurred. A less skilled writer would not be capable of doing so.


Deriada considers that the biographical novelist has to tamper with reality for the sake of fictional reality. He says his remembering of the past was sweeping and holistic, while the parts he needed for the novel he had to choose carefully. At some point, he recognized the need to be factual, and in some instances, he needed to fabricate.


While the girding or the main structure of the novel is factual, inventing or “fabricating” was necessary only when the real past needed the unity demanded of fiction. This fabrication entails tampering with the temporal succession of events, transplanting characters and incidents from other times and neighborhoods and the outright inventing of characters and incidents.


For instance, Deriada recalls fondly, “the big theater production on the college grounds of the Ateneo de Davao was not in 1953 but in 1954. It was in celebration of the International Marian Year,” and even says, “Certainly, Purico’s famous amateur singing derby was called Tawag ng Tanghalan, not Tinig ng Tanghalan.”


Deriada’s freedom to play around with his facts in order to back up his literary purpose—aided him to turn in some durable portraits of people, places, and events,” which can’t be done if it were pure facts alone. Through this, Deriada immortalized his friends, classmates and even loved ones in his works of art.


Deriada shares the sentiment that the “past is distorted,” primarily because it is given existence by memory. “Reality does not have the discipline of fiction. So the writer has to tamper with reality” for them to create his craft.


Of his work, Deriada says he has virtually written his life—with some “beautiful, little lies.”

Naming of Farts

Malou Jacob’s “Anatomiya ng Korupsyon” offers many ways to interpret the social realities in our lives, here rendered as rather bureaucratic and monotonous existence.

Brimming with outstanding acting and internalization, “Anatomiya” is both cynical and realistic. While it looks at the negative aspects of human attitudes and tendencies, it also draws the challenge to the human soul when the corrupt system presents false options for him to act either for the common good or his good alone.

Aptly titled “anatomy”—the play is a naming of farts—as it delineates the stubborn and shady structure—Family Court, a public attorney’s office filled with characters portraying the so many faces of dishonesty, duplicity, and dilemma.

First there is Cely, an idealistic young lawyer who joins Family Court full of hopes and aspirations so she could promulgate the law in the strictest sense, but who later finds herself in a dilemma that will later question her integrity. When we see her hopes are dimmed by the outright corruption involving her officemates, we realize that she is the odd man out, the outsider who stands her ground, who sticks to her principles, even as she juggles work—personal achievement—and her personal life—her ailing mother.

There is also Atty. Ricarte, the head attorney who represents the unscrupulous leadership in the office, a personality which he must have imbibed while working in the corrupt system. When we see him taking part in the pusoy session, we realize that the status quo is indeed dilapidated, a hopeless structure that needs facelift, perhaps much like Virgie’s noselift in her desperate act of vanity.

Interestingly, there’s the clerk Bok who is in charge of publication and every possible obfuscation the word entails. He exemplifies the ideal fixer; as if a matchmaker of other people’s destiny, Bok arranges people’s transactions so that it caters to his kickbacks that can aid his whims and vices. His character is so apparent in real life; and some people really thrive on such setup—he is not much different from T.S. Eliot’s “hollow man,” whose subsistence is all too uncertain since it is hinged on fly-by-night arrangements. His crass loudmouth badmouthing on anything only validates his promiscuity and lack of good breeding.

Aside from the office newcomer Atty. Cely Martinez, we can also consider Charing—the employee who jots down the employees’ DTR—as another catalyst. The rather romanticized malunggay scene between her and Cely provides the anticlimactic effect, especially when she approaches Cely in the forlorn Christmas party, after everyone else has left to prepare for the celebration.

In the end, we can see Charing not at all too calloused just like the others, as she can sympathize with the isolated attorney herself. She illustrates the contrast to the enormous apathetic void that even encroaches on the main character.

The late female employee, for one, also highlights the typical bureaucrat whose existence is hinged on personal interest—it thus proves public service is plain rhetoric. Some greater things like ideals and other abstractions are simply a joke. Everything is reduced to a laughing matter.

In its full regalia of vices and stark lack of virtues, the Family Court office takes pride in its dishonesty; its duplicity in the grandest forms. The so many people who visit the office—with their individual and dismal issues awaiting delayed resolutions—ironically tell us that the office cannot, if at all, resolve them, to no avail, to no avail.

Anatomiya adds to our sense of cynicism when it portrays the Filipino family in the most correct or realistic way. The “Family Court” spells the bigger irony when the clients—mostly couples are not resolved to get back together. The court office, in all its efforts to settle the individual cases, only witnesses how families disintegrate, as in the case of the separation of conjugal property between the vendor couple, or as it was not able to settle the conflict between the Japanese national and the Pinay prostitute.

The whole set of sensibilities presented in Anatomiya throws into the audience the kind of reality that we rather choose to ignore because it’s undesirable and uncomfortable.

Most important, the controversial file involving the adoption case, which was used by Bok to perpetuate his dishonesty at the expense of Cely and the office itself, blows the top of Cely, especially further when she realizes the judge’s identical double-life in the end.

To Cely, the judge symbolizing the blindfolded lady holding the scales—the icon of justice—is merely a drawing, a caricature drawn in or out of the human’s pathetic tendencies for self-protection.

In other words, jurisprudence becomes a big joke. The ideals about the law by the main character may cease to be—unless she does something about them.

Fanned by Ricarte’s fiery words to eject her from the office, Cely is then pushed to the limits, to the extent that she is also forced to choose between two lesser evils.

Despite the indeterminate ending, we are still convinced that Cely must have gone out of the corrupt system if she were to sustain her character as the catalyst, the stereotype tragic hero who will effect change in a corrupt status quo.

Anatomiya is indeed the naming of farts, the bad parts, the rotten parts of a disintegrating structure that only thrives because the world so desires the unscrupulous, dishonest, and the fraudulent.

If all these so exist in the Philippine government, as one cast member assumed in the forum, then we are all bound to think and identify ourselves clearly with Cely, the self-proclaimed catalyst, the antisocial in that rotting lot.

It proclaims that we are the ones who prophesy our own salvation and redemption. We are the ones that will save our own souls. And the play seems to continually ask us: Who else? Who else?

In all, Anatomiya challenges us continually to keep pace with the signs of the times, be vigilant about them so that when our own dilemma comes, even their most unexpected dismal forms, we are at least prepared to leave our comfort zones if it were for the sake of truth.

Life with America




The music of Dewey Bunnell, Gerry Beckley of the folk group America has affected my sensibility all these years. Playing my copy of their greatest hits has not failed to amaze me and for life, I think, it won’t.

Inspector Mills
The unnamed cricket in this song has been my and Nene’s friend ever since. In the ‘80s, I and Nene had great time listening to such sound when Manoy Awel played the song to lull us to sleep because Mama would arrive later in the night because she still worked in her father’s house that hosted Cursillo classes, a three-day Christian renewal made famous to most Catholics through her father’s and his family’s efforts. What else was there to say? We couldn’t ask for more. It was just fine even if Mother was not there when we slept. We were lulled to sleep in my dear brother’s bed. Though I never saw the cricket in my dreams, I had something else that made me just sleep on it. The cruel nights without Mother were with one tender brother, Manoy Awel.

Special Girl
One particular Jenny would come to mind whenever I played this ballad during my board work as disc jockey in FBN’s DWEB-FM back in 1996. Once I knew one special girl. And I must have played this song many times for her—without her knowing it— without her knowing anything at all. What did I do? As if I could ever tell her anything when we worked together for the English department’s pathetic newsletter. Or that something mattered more than the verses which I’d hand to her after Rudy Alano’s class. In fact, nothing special happened in that lazy afternoon while Enya’s Shepherd Moons played in the DevCom laboratory. How could she ever know?

I Need You
I never liked this song. I never wanted to listen to it; I always skipped this cut. The funeral tempo makes me paler. It embarrasses me to no end. “Like the flower needs the rain... you know I need you.” As the song goes on though, in times when I could not help but not skip a shuffle setup, things start to make sense. The second voice sounds clearer and it’s the one I’d hear. The voice spells my detached involvement in the dismal situation presented by the singer. And the litany of “I” needing “you” simply fades senselessly. After engaging me to listen to one heart’s song, it drops me nowhere. This song is the ugliest in the album.

Sand Man
Since the day my college buddy Arnold Pie sang its lyrics—“Ain’t it foggy outside…” then the mention of the “beer” in the song—which must have reminded him of something in his young drinking life, I became curious about the song. But the slow introduction hasn’t appealed to me much; my illogical prejudice against anything unfamiliar because it’s something Western did not at all help me appreciate the song. One day after we found out ourselves that we’re working again in the same corporate complex in Pasig, I realized we have yet to have these unconsummated “bottley” and bubbly sessions—for some issues in the past that were never addressed, the time when we badly needed each other’s company but never did because we could not. Either we had no time or did have much of it.

You Can Do Magic
When cousins Shiela and Achie mastered the steps and strutted and danced with verve and grace in one of our reunions to the tune of this song, I was amazed by such a spectacle. They even knew the lyrics. Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, and “when the rain is beating upon the window pane and when the night [it] gets so cold and when I can’t sleep, again you come to me, I hold you tight [and] the rain disappears; who would believe it? With a word, you dry my tear… You can do magic… You can have anything that you desire…” The show of my cousins just went on, and it’s still going. Now, the London-based Achie, an overseas nurse, just cannot help but do magic with her work; all her toil and diligence are simply paying off. Her generous earnings now can indeed help her have anything that she and her folks desire—new car, new house in the city, and hundreds of euro-pean possibilities for her siblings.

Right Before Your Eyes
My cousin Jokoy—who has adored anything Western from Vanilla Ice to HBO to Michael J. Fox to Sean Connery—knows the lyrics by heart, or at least the “revolving doors” part. We used to listen to it in Bong’s room in Naga, which he then acquired when his Ania Bong went to Manila. Of course, the Life pictures of Rudolph Valentino flashed in my mind, and Greta Garbo stared at me like there’s no tomorrow—a haunting photograph of one celebrity whom I hardly met. I scowl at the thought that I could hardly relate to them. I have yet to live a diamond life like them to simply live. Though no other memory follows, “do- do-do-do-do makes much sense. And emotion? Er.

A Horse With No Name
Effortlessly, I imagine the Assembly Hall of my Ateneo High School, where I picture the city, the sea, and the horse finding itself after being freed by the person who rode him. The original radio version—and not the live version—renders more sensibility. I also sing along this one of the longest codas to date—la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la” “After nine days, I let the horse run free ‘cause the desert has turned to sea.” There were plants and birds and rocks and things…” and many other things. I have yet to see these hundreds of things which I have long thought as an overachiever in high school. I have yet to free my own horse, though my deserts have long become oceans of uncertainties.

Never Be Lonely
This is my recent favorite—my pirated anthology is a rare find because it has this cut. When I was younger, this was hardly played over the local FM radio stations. My cousins who had the LP because their father was an avid fan would know better. “Got you by my side, I’d never be lonely; got you by my side, I’d never be afraid.” Never be lonely tells me that I am. I even once sang along accidentally, “Got you by my side, I’d rather be afraid.” This after realizing many times how relationship with someone makes you feel more alone than being literally alone. The song is a futile attempt to avoid being sucked into an emotional vacuum.

Tin Man
The impressive introduction plus the cool mumbling of brilliant lyrics prods this genius composition. Of course, I hardly knew the lyrics especially—tropic of Sir Galahad, soap sud green light bubbles, oh, oh… Oz never did nothing to the tin man”—“ but the tempo, the music is enough for me to like it. And adore anything that went with it, including all subconscious memory it reminds me. The bubbly keyboards at the last part— plus the na na na na na simply define how life is beautiful. Yes. It’s amazing how ignorance [of the lyrics, of artist’s realities] makes you know too much [of your own, which are more essential things].

Sometimes Lovers
“Sometimes there are teardrops across your face; sometimes there are rainbows in the same place… I don’t which way to turn.” “Lovers hiding in the covers of innocence and pain. No love, no pity in this town.” Of course, Jokoy always festered me with this relationship with Anna, one that mattered to him more because he did not like her for me. Or he preferred other girls for me. This sad song is sadder because I just cannot seem to relate to it because a certain Maria cannot just be it. After hurling the worst and best curses and cusswords in the world which tore both our hearts because they were swords that lashed out at our souls, nothing just seemed to matter more but ourselves apart, not ourselves together. The bridge—hold on tight… oh, oh, oh—makes everything more intense—“I will lay beside you till the night is gone…” when? When? When? Sometimes, indeed the song makes you think of many other things, such as not being able to forgive yourself for anything you’ve done. And you just stop loving. You stop caring for anything. Something just dies. Something just happens abruptly as the final beat of the drum.

Daisy Jane
The plane is leaving. My Dulce Maria knows the setting so well. The lyrics she even braved to articulate to me and relished with me because she liked the song so well. And I think they were accurate, every time she’d leave me in this sordid city for her cozy Iloilo home. “Does she really love me I think she does. Like the stars above me, I know because...” There’s not much to say on these, because she’d left me many times in the airport. “But the clouds are clear and I think we’re over the storm…” And I just gave in many times that I have gotten used to I see her off every time she did. One time I did not. I did not choose to. I had reasons and I did something else after that. “Daisy I think I’m sane. And I guess you’re ready to play.” I did something that indeed made her leave. Since then, she has always left me every time.

Don’t Cross The River
Yes, I can hear the river; it’s burbling; and I can’t help but row on it. “There’s a little girl out lying on her own, she’s got a broken heart.” “She knows and plays it smart.” The drums and the guitars are the water streaming down the gorge so fast—in cadence with my heart—racing past something like a void, racing past a cracked rock serving no definite purpose comes any tide— high or low. I have always raced with something— perhaps a memory all the time. But never the present reality. The past always has a way to catch up with me. And I am always sinking, but I keep on singing, “don’t cross the river if you cant swim the tide…”

Ventura Highway
The road that one man traveled was paved and the day before him was too long—the sun stood long hours. The freeway was a winding road, a blind curve. Later that day he was killed around the bend. It was a wrong turn. He never came back. Where did he have to go? After all the numerous places I traveled and chose to travel, I have yet to see this one highway. After all those persons I have been given chances to meet, I have yet to find someone important who will have to make me see. Whatever happened to the father whom I never had, the one who would have rather told me that I can “change my name,” or the one with whom I can share some “alligator lizards in the air”? I have yet to meet him. One fine, long day.

Lonely People
The guitar introduction thrills me to no end. The low vocals—“this is for all the lonely people, thinking that life has passed them by”—never allowed me to know why I was literally lonely in those days after my mother died. I desperately listened to it in the afternoons when I was jobless and desperately seeking any work that would pay—after my scholarship’s graduation stipend were depleted, spent for mailing my essays and poems to Manila-based magazines, that never even saw much publication. Writing never did pay, and that time I hardly knew that it didn’t or that it could. “This is for all the single people, thinking that love has left them dry.” Yeah. What could be more heart-wrenching than being ignored by one Anna who could hardly care about how I chaliced her. Nothing follows. The guitars, keyboard, and the dismal vocals just had to fade. Please.

Muskrat Love, etc.
Unimaginable characters which could have just existed in my mind—never a reality—thus the vague memory. Does the character look like Stuart Little? Ben? Why is Sam skinny? Is Susie fat? Does it matter if she is? For one, I can’t care much. I can hardly relate. My other favorites “Stereo,” and “The Border” are not in my disc while “Jody” “Only In Your Heart,” “Sister Golden Hair,” “Woman Tonight,” and “You, Girl” have yet to present my own realities to me, if any.


The bearable lightness of being



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Have you ever heard the phrase “Thank You” in the most soothing and soulful way?

Most of us must have—if we have listened to one such phrase in Dido’s song years ago. With “Thank You” and her other anthems that hit the hearts and souls of listeners the world over [selling millions of copies of albums], Dido [Armstrong] has become the listener’s confidante, but only because she has become everyone’s spokesperson of their truths and lives. 

In her two albums “No Angel” [1999] and “Life for Rent” [2002], the thirty-something British artist—in collaboration with his brother Rollo—has created masterpieces for life that can inspire the soul to go on with life.

Leading the first collection released in 1999 and onwards [internationally], “Thank You” catapulted Dido to fame. Before Eminem even did a “Stan” cover for this cut, the ballad has virtually sunk in the sensibility of the modern man who is living in an anxious age, full of worries and concerns except the salvation of his own soul. “Thank You” also highlights how love can—in a fresh way—uplift the rather dissipating lives we live today—dragged in the hustle and bustle, or worries of the day. “Pushed the door I’m home at last, and I’m soaking through and through/ you handed me the towel, and all I see is you…” Love—the feeling of being someone special to a person can always strike a chord in the listener’s soul. “Even if the house falls down now, I wouldn’t have a clue—because you’re near me.”

A choice cut used for the Roswell [alien TV series] soundtrack, “Here with Me” may send you to sleep so you can dream of your lover beside you, breathing gently, like a beautiful creature, like an angel. The song starts out well slowly, drives into a surging melody then brings you to rapture back and forth—making you mourn or rejoice in the absence of a loved one. “I won’t sleep, I can’t breathe until you’re resting here with me” tells us that the persona might be very attached to their loved one. “Don’t wanna call my friends, for they might wake me from this dream.” The infatuated persona relishes, or takes delight in the presence—or “being there” of her lover or beloved. The song clarifies a very sensitive human attitude—love and affectation has never been so intimate and personal in this lonely world than in the world created by Dido.

Starting like a hum, as if the water flows over the land—on and on towards the house where you are lying after someone leaves you—”My Lover’s Gone” is a fishing-and-drowning theme. This elegiac piece sends you to grieve and cry over someone whose leaving does not bother you much except that it makes you think why they’re not coming back. The song makes you see yourself as the one who wronged the other—the lover who did not love, the self-centered beloved. “His boots’ no longer by my door, he left at dawn. No earthly ships can ever bring him home again.” Indeed how can the departed dead ever go back or return—except in memory.

“No Angel” reads like a misnomer or ironic for this album because its cuts contain messages and good news for the exhausted soul that wants release and refuge from the busy world with all its multifarious concerns.

An intimate follow-up to the first, “Life for Rent”contains an array of more soulful pieces that tug at the listener’s heart, makes him reminisce a wonderful past, and cradles him back to look at the present with cool, unruffled countenance, so he can look beyond with cooler anticipation.

In “Life for Rent,” an anthem that starts out slowly as waves splashing on the shore, the persona laments life’s transitory nature. “If my life is for rent, and I don’t learn to buy,” While she apologizes that she is not in love, she realizes that “I deserve nothing more than I get”—for nothing “I have is truly mine.” Life is said to have been borrowed, and the best thing to do is to invest with it. If anyone doesn’t take risks with what he’s been rented out, he has not at all deserved it in the first place. This cut calls to mind one poem titled “The Cynic”—which reads—“Don’t look, you might see, don’t run, you might stumble, don’t live, you might die.” Life is about taking risks—and to do so is to live to the fullest.

“Sand in My Shoes” chronicles the plight of the city dweller torn between her work and her longing to go to a rendezvous where she can unwind or un-mind the person whom she cares for. While the video shows irony in that the man and woman delight in each other’s company, the lyrics say otherwise—because it speaks of how relationships can be trivialized nowadays. The man must have left the woman that the singer says “I still got sand in my shoes, and I can’t shake the thought of you—I should go home forget you—I know we’ve said goodbye—I wanna see you again.”

Like most of Dido’s personae in other sensible pieces, the voice here sounds very dependent on the presence of a lover. There is much truth in this portrayed reality—because as they say, the lover and the beloved love differently—there is always someone who loves more, as in the case of this persona who always seems to value more the one whom he/she loves. The reality of love—and the failure one gets out of it—has never been so sweet, acceptable, and bearable—as in these love anthems by Dido. Her soulful voice chants away the auras of skewed relationships in all its dregs—as if it’s bearable, very light, very trivial.

In all these incantations of the heart, we cannot help but be reminded of the cliché adage that reads—”Faith makes all things possible/Love makes all things easy.” Of the two noble virtues, love proves more beneficial, more benevolent. Her music is wholesome, honest, and ethereal. It is wholesome because it cuts across social boundaries. It is honest because it chronicles the ways and lifestyles of the modern man. It is ethereal because it speaks of life’s frantic concerns and its little lessons.

 With these soulful renditions of one heart's tugging or being tugged, and with all these reflections and heartfelt introspection on life’s realities, all burdens and cares of the day and all it offers—become a bit bearable.

Dido's music—compiled in two album masterpieces—tells us she’s a messenger of our own truths, a herald of our own pains and successes and glories and achievements despite ourselves, despite ourselves.


Everything about the Girl






Music Review
Everything but the Girl, Adapt or Die: Ten Years of Remixes
Rhino Records, 2005

Tracey Thorn and Ben Watt, the duo also known as Everything but the Girl is one good influence for the youth today. Collaborating with their friends to innovate songs and tempos out of their classic hits, this European band has always made makes sensible songs [dance music, at that] and has donned a lifestyle that certainly grooves with young professionals today.

Ranging from urban trance to rock and pop to recently techno trance, their dance music which converts ballads to danceable tunes] caters to soothe the soul of perhaps the wounded workers, as termed by Bob Rosner’s “Working Wounded,” to refer to graveyard shifts and boardworks.

For instance, EBTG helps articulate the clamor of sedentary souls one that makes a living, in the dead of night. Corporate yuppies, call center agents and even office employees can easily relate to the tempos of this duo.
In the dead of night, the repetitions of a console programming bring the listener to places he’s never been before. Easy, cool listening and grooving are the name of the game for this duo’s masterpieces. Their techno approach renders their songs much volume and depth.

Their urban themes of isolation and even companionship and camaraderie can make it easy for the young professional to cope with the signs of the times.

In this era when one’s professional competitiveness is rather gauged not by fulfillment in the personal sense of the word, personal fulfillment has now come be defined by the parameters of financial capabilities to support a technological lifestyle.

This is the creed of this duo’s album. With their decade of dance remixes, they have made urban habits of night life certainly a sensible lifestyle.

“Adapt or Die: Ten Years of Remixes” has much to say about how urban music has come to the fore. Music enthusiasts will find it a good treat to listen to a tapestry of songs and techno inspired compositions that do not bore the listener who wants to relax after a tiring day.

Their collection contains soothing classics as “Wrong,” “Single,” “Mirrorball,” and “Before Today.” The group must have been so fixated in remixing, but mind you, these remixes and reprises merit a second listening. Though it may appear as a series of clichés, the collection renders fresh insights at relationships.

While “Walking Wounded” presents a lover’s self-effacement when he sustains the pains of togetherness that does not get to proceed somewhere definite, “Wrong” dissects the persona’s self-remorse after realizing his own shortcomings in a failed relationship.

“Five Fathoms” and “Downhill Racer” can certainly take you to the dance floor, and “Corcovado” sounds both mystic and ethereal, you are transported to a restrained Latino dance party. “Missing,” their classic disco mix, shall find you dancing to the coolest groove, while “Lullaby of Clubland” takes you to a high-end street walking from Smallville down to the coffee houses where you can wash down other pent-up emotions with a friend.

There are countless merits in the album that renders it totally soothing, wonderful treat for the tired soul. The 1999 “Temperamental” was tempered down in that it proceeds with a slow tempo, unlike the danceable original. “Driving” slowed down to a pace that rather gives the listener a clue of a ballad.

The other cuts are a profession of an urban philosophy that can influence young professionals whose work and lifestyle border individualism and consumerism.

“Single” professes and even glorifies the value of staying one all in one’s life. Much of the hits in this anthology were taken, rehashed but improved from their landmark “Temperamental,” a 1999 album, which reflects a cool influence to an individual’s simple life. The album caters to the lifestyle that borders isolation and individualism.

With terse and witty lyricism from writer Ben Watt and Tracy Thorn’s versatile girlish voice that cuts across thresholds of pain and redemption, Everything But the Girl tugs at your heart, they talk to your soul, and they look at you as if you’re the urbanoid lost in the corporate jungle, never ever knowing what’s in store in the future.

Whatever Happened to Joshua Kadison?

Do you remember the name “Joshua Kadison”? Clue: Two classics on love and belonging that hit the charts in the mid 90s. This is how we can remember Joshua Kadison, the artist who gained overnight fame with “Beautiful in My Eyes,” and “Jessie,” from his 1993 album “Painted Desert Serenade.”

In 1993, EMI Record released Kadison’s “Painted Desert Serenade,” a slim collection of eight piano masterpieces with short story lyrics that well define the modern ballads. They can be so called modern ballads in the sense that they tell stories embedded with relationships and conflicts that altogether create sentimental and memorable pieces for the heart and soul of the Filipino listener.

Some ten years later, the two songs have perhaps achieved the sentimentality of Filipino listeners, as these pieces instantly have become timeless classics [if such phrase doesn’t at all sound redundant] in the playlists in local radio stations.

“Beautiful in My Eyes” begins with the lover’s profession to his beloved about what she is to him: “You’re my peace of mind/in this crazy world/. And the cliché doesn’t appear or sound hackneyed, as the lover professes never to give up even when passing years make them older. “Jessie,” the name of the persona’s beloved, leads the list of ballads in the album which presents human experience bearing different faces. A number of women “serenaded” in the album included Samantha, Lady Jane, and others, whose stories are quite woven in the same cloth of love and life.

With these two powerful piano renditions of love and/or loneliness, Joshua Kadison resonates 80’s Jim Photoglo and even 70s James Taylor. The heavenly clear voice and the powerful sounds of keyboards—coupled with background choruses—make these songs worth our remembrance.

While the album slightly hints at male promiscuity--being involved with different women, it also lays bare the possibilities of the male specie who enters relationships and not being able to sustain them, unless both he and the woman seek to understand each other first, before being absorbed into their own selfish issues.

For your information, while “Delilah Blue,” his second collection released by EMI in October 10, 1995, featured “Take it on Faith,” this beautiful song which sounds more like a gospel love song, did not reach Philippine playlists.

Immediately after the two classics hit the charts towards the mid 90s, Joshua Kadison has been forgotten ever since. Not much was heard of him again. Like other one-hit singers [at least he had two], the Filipino listener never again heard of [or saw] his talent and artistry in crafting songs that tickle the soul after baring its honesties and conversions.

Frankly speaking, the artist named Joshua Kadison was simply shelved and categorized in the era of the mid 90s. We can perhaps attribute the loss of artists like Kadison to the way their music is marketed all over the world. Released primarily in countries like United States or Australia, Joshua Kadison’s art and musical masterpieces have yet to prove its worth to a Filipino audience that thrives on trash hip-hop and other no-quality music.

We can also trace this to who the Filipino listener is, what he wants, and why he wants music that he listens to. [Of course, the Filipino listener would rather prefer “Tahong ni Carla” or Black Eyed Peas’ retardate rhetoric to Joshua Kadison, one that is never heard of. Who was it, again? Who would even care to pirate one Joshua Kadison? Who is he?” Some people might even ask, therefore claiming that only Britney Spears or Sarah Geronimo can be worth their hard-earned month-end salary.] As a matter of fact, Joshua Kadison also appears in an Indyramp Music Page, more proof that his music has not at all permeated the mainstream listenership, especially in the black underground economy like ours.

Ranking with James Taylor’s greatest hits or Dr. Hook’s ballads, Kadison’s pieces always lifted our spirits in the mid 90s, the era that rather glorified angst in the grunge music of Kurt Cobain and the mushrooming rock and alternative bands that sold like hotcakes. That time, everyone just liked to sentimentalize or get angry at nobody-knows-what. We also recall how Alanis Morrissette, Collective Soul or the sleepy band named Lemonheads tried to dissuade youth from their optimism into their individuality, self-discovery, rage for order, splabberdeeh, splabberdah, all things that robbed the growing youth of his values, or potential good.

The grunge era of the 90s lived like it was New Age Movement in the 70s again. It was an alternative philosophy brought to the fore, persuading the individual to let loose and let go of his anger and fear, so as to live more worthily. Such irony, such oxymoron, such dilemma.

Playing in contrast, in the midst of all negative energies and attitudes, there was Kadison’s light treatment of the human experience in his characters and persons in the songs themselves that brought us to the brighter windows where sun can still shine. Along with his light ballads, "Jessie" and "Beautiful in my Eyes” may be two pieces hardly influential because of the artist’s eventual obscurity, but remembering them, or just listening to them again makes us realize that in the midst of angst and unexplained anxiety, Kadison’s almost totally appreciated sense and sensibility can always be the most welcome relief.

Songs for Humanity, Songs of Ourselves

Some Generations of Popular Music with a Heart for All People

Musicians all over the world—singers, composers and even artists—do not fail to recognize the importance of their positive influence to the rest of the world. They make use of their celebrity and prestige to effect change in the society.

Through generations, they have made music not just to entertain the passionate soul of man. In so doing, they also make the world a better place, as in Michael Jackson’s “Heal the World.”

It is even noteworthy to realize most of these people who staunchly campaign for humanity’s sake are mostly Black Americans. With their powerful voice, owing to the fact that their race is said to the beast-like—one whose physical makeup doesn’t go far from King Kong, the Black Americans have achieved prestige and renown in all fields of human affairs. From sciences to sports to modern music, they have had massive influence to the world.

Reality Check
In 1971, Marvin Gaye released “What’s Going On?” The song was a protest to the US defensive stance in the Korean War and Vietnam War; in some two decades, America had had to acquire more influence and power through its armed forces. Reminiscent of Bob Dylan’s “Blowin’ in the Wind,” Gaye’s “What’s Going On?” sounds like a helpless comment on the social reality that war is simply gruesome and therefore condemnable.

“Mother, mother, there’s too many of you crying/Brother, brother, brother, there’s too many of you dying…” The singer just realizes the terror and futility of sending young men to war for the purpose and intentions of power serving only the ruling few.

“Father, father/We don’t need to escalate/War is not the answer/For only love can conquer hate...” It was clear to the youth in the Hippies generation that love is the answer to the alarming rate of war-torn tendencies and inclinations of the political leaders.

The youth are bluntly speaking to the grownups—they seem like since they know love, they know better. They know better: “You know you’ve got to find a way/To bring some understanding yeah today...”

The same sentiment has been brought to the fore anew when the new generation of pop artists—Christina Aguilera, Bono, Gwen Stefani, Britney Spears, J. Lo, Destiny’s Child, N’Sync, Nelly, P. Diddy, and throngs of pop and R&B artists revived the song in an all-star tribute for a cause.

Originally penned by Al Cleveland, Marvin Gaye, and Renaldo Benson, P. Diddy and other artists rehashed the piece to accommodate the music genres that have been started since the original was released three decades earlier. Interestingly the piece has a number of versions—Dupri Original Mix, Fred Durst’s Reality Check Mix, The London Version, and Moby’s Version—to give new and fresher renditions to the Gaye classic.

Performed by Artists against AIDS Worldwide, the initiative of the pop community sought to benefit relief to victims of the September 11 terrorist attacks and to raise awareness and funds to fight the scourge of AIDS in Africa. In fact, 50% of the proceeds of the all-star tribute of "What’s Going On" will go to the United Way’s September 11th Fund and 50% will go to the AIDS relief effort which includes the Global AIDS Alliance.

Crooners for a Cause
Through the years the international world of music has produced sensible songs about humanity that cry out to the world out loud—in the midst of all the conflicts, problems, and dilemmas that have continually sought to divide men the world over, man can still love.

In 1985, USA for Africa’s “We Are the World” was a fundraiser to help awareness of the gross poverty in Africa. The initiative from USA songwriters and artists was a heart-wrenching act of the world towards itself.

“There comes a time when we need a certain call/When the world must come together as one/There are people dying/Oh, and it’s time to lend a hand to life/The greatest gift of all…” Everyone saw the need to help millions of people suffering from poverty and lack of means of survival in the monstrous continent called Africa. The scenario was not really over-hyped not because of Africa’s magnitude—but also because of the degrees of suffering that have yet dehumanized mankind.

“We are the world, we are the children/we are the ones who make a brighter day so let’s start giving…” The song was a hit, since it appealed to the hearts of every feeling [or unfeeling] human being. The concern even became a commercial phenomenon—when we were younger, the USA for Africa slogan was simply everywhere: T-shirts, wallets, and even papers and ballpoint pens. Such was the magnitude of the human concern. Such was the emotion of the human heart that needed to listen and be listened to.

And all these happened through a simple, good song, collaborated by artists like Willie Nelson, Stevie Wonder, Cindy Lauper, and Michael Jackson and throngs of celebrities who shared a line or two to make the song the world’s anthem of unity and love between and among men.

Perhaps the celebrity lot took advantage of its fame to appeal to. Or without the celebrities, it could have been a different story. If it were sung by other non-showbiz or non-Hollywood entities, will it ever reach Asia, or Philippines? Answer is clear: “There’s a choice we’re making/We’re saving our own lives/It’s true we’ll make a better day/Just you and me…” USA for Africa also sought to even campaign against the luring modern plague called Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome (AIDS) in 1984. AIDS, a modern-day Black Death, has since raised hell among men around the world. After the outbreak, much have been said how to campaign against it.

The sad plight of the Canadian flight steward who was first diagnosed with the disease never fails to seek our sympathy. In this lonely planet inhabited by millions of people, the malaise that stings best is the human anxiety. In the midst of human advances in modern sciences and technology, the perennial need of the human person to belong has yet to be addressed.

More than two decades after the song hit the world and sought massive sincere sympathy from the rest of the world, the concern has not changed. With the plethora of NGOs in Africa and other third-world countries, the dire issues of poverty and AIDS have to be continually addressed.

Ironically even, the escalating numbers of deaths and mortality rates all over the world has is nothing to sing about. Humanitarian action, those concrete acts of charity generosity and service, are even of more value than any effort we can conceive.

Sadly, however, these perennial issues in the third-world countries especially in the mainland Africa, have yet to be addressed. Advocated in 1980s, the plight of the human race against AIDS has even elevated to alarming proportions—especially now that the modern lifestyle of Internet and digital technology affords more licentiousness and renders all open to more promiscuity.

But with one humanitarian initiative, one thing was clear, indeed: in the midst of all the conflicts and challenges that have continually sought to divide men the world over, man can still reach out to others because he is by nature capable to love.

Unrestrained Voices
In 1991, working in the same humanitarian cause, some various artists who tagged themselves as Voices that Care released “Voices that Care.” Directed by David Jackson, primarily an American TV director, the documentary project aimed to inspire the American army sent to the Gulf War during George Bush’s dilemma with Saddam Hussein.

When the American waged war against Arab nations on oil—some of the countrymen did not see the setbacks of the American initiative as something of domination and greed. Rather they thought of how to approach the issue more positively, more optimistically. Written by the people who were left behind as spectators of the 1991 Gulf War, “Voices that Care” has sought to say more about the issue at hand.

According to one student who wrote on the Gulf War, the people who wrote the song “wrote it because they didn’t want the soldiers to think that we forgot about them.” In interpreting the song, the student says that the voices “that cared” had great empathy for the men and women fighting for our freedom.

“I’m not here to justify the cause or to count the loss/That’s all been done before” doesn’t mean they make it sound like everyone that goes to was will die, and they believe that they will come home safe. “Voices that Care” featured the heartwarming and soulful voices of Celine Dion, Brenda Russell, New Edition, Bobby Brown, Luther Vandross, Warrant, young rapper Will Smith, Pointer Sisters, ex-Chicago Peter Cetera. In the same project, lots of other world-renowned artists, actors and actresses [international model Cindy Crawford, Bulgarian actor Jean-Claude Van Damme, and actors like Richard Gere and Jane Seymour] were among who chorused, “Stand tall, stand proud/Voices that care are crying out loud…”

“All the courage that you’ve known,/The bravery you’ve shown/Clearly lights the way” articulates how the military service dictates the American way of life. The greed for power and influence seems like very innate in them. Regardless of the morality of the cause, the song rallied behind their countrymen. “We pray/To make the future bright/To make the wrong things right,” means that their fellowmen are behind them, whatever dilemma they are in.

In “Right or wrong/We’re all praying you’ll remain strong/That’s why we’re all here and singing along,” the clamor is clear—"we’ll help you because you are one of us." This is the American’s staunch stand on being patriotic, supportive of one’s countrymen, as brothers and sisters. Here, the national filiations and bonding are made articulate and marked.

Seeking to comfort the lonely and isolated American soldier fighting for their country, the voices cannot help but care, saying, “And when you close your eyes tonight/Feel in your heart how our love burns bright.”

By and large, inspired by human conflicts and similar startling issues, “What’s Going On?” and “Voices that Care”—two anthems of love and sympathy separated by some two decades—mark the same American sympathy for humanity. They are the same because the issues have not at all changed. The fight for human dignity is ever among us as long as we live.

Even if it only concerns their own citizens, it tells us—“If you’re one of us, rest assured we’re behind you, we’ll support you, and if anything happens, you have a place in our hearts, and your act of heroism no matter what motivations you had, will always have a place in our hearts, because love is what binds us all.”

Modern-day but Age-old Sentiment
According to a source, 2003’s Elephunk was a breakthrough album for the American hip-hop group Black Eyed Peas, vaulting them to a level of success unparalleled by any other hip-hop group. Facts and figures do not even lie: They sold 7.5 million albums worldwide, earned 4 Grammy nominations, won 1 Grammy award, and had an unforgettable performance on the 2005 broadcast.

With their first hit single, “Where is the Love?”, Black Eyed Peas’ Elephunk was said to have heralded a new sound for the modern age, one inspired by hip-hop, one that steers clear of boundaries and inhibitions, and one that cuts across ages, races and backgrounds. This hip-hop-original turned-youth’s-anthem is noteworthy for its heart.

An offshoot from the tragic fate suffered by the Americans in the 9/11 terror, Black Eyed Peas’ “Where is the Love?” articulately draws the sentiment of the modern youth being barraged by the constant reality that is always depressing, if not totally depressing.

“What’s wrong with the world, mama/People livin’ like they ain’t got no mamas/I think the whole world addicted to the drama/Only attracted to things that’ll bring you trauma…” the rap music that edified street language into popular anthems is not saved from the same concern involving the destruction of humanity.

Discrimination is the disease that plagues the world. Superiority complex or inferiority complex—this is the saddening tragedy that befalls modern man. The world over, men hate other races. Thus, hate begets hate—“Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism/ But we still got terrorists here livin’/In the USA, the big CIA/The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK…”

The song vows for all mankind to consolidate all efforts to unite humanity despite diversity—“But if you only have love for your own race/Then you only leave space to discriminate/And to discriminate only generates hate/And when you hate then you’re bound to get irate…” Differences, however irreconcilable—can just make sense, only if we are bound to do away with out biases and prejudices.

By the way, the real dilemma is the human wrath against his own kind, which virtually works against himself—“People killin’, people dyin’/Children hurt and you hear them cryin’/Can you practice what you preach/And would you turn the other cheek”—thus suggesting that the Christian way of doing things might at all make sense.

And it does, it does: “Father, Father, Father, help us/Send us some guidance from above/’Cause people got me, got me questionin’/Where is the love”—the question is rhetorical. The question “Where is the love?” does not really seek an answer—it indirectly points out that we know very well there is none [no love at all].

It is nowhere to be found. With the way things are going on, we need love because we have sort of forgotten it.

“It just ain’t the same, always unchanged/New days are strange, is the world insane/If love and peace is so strong/Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong/Nations droppin’ bombs/Chemical gasses fillin’ lungs of little ones/With ongoin’ sufferin’ as the youth die young..”

This groovy danceable piece “hits two birds with one stone.” While the dance music agitates the tired soul of the youth, the message sinks in the mind of the youth who has yet to grow up and realize more gifts of life in the world. Positive messages and power dancing are here to stay.

The song acknowledges the burdensome life created by the overwhelming modern living: “I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder/As I’m gettin’ older, y’all, people gets colder/Most of us only care about money makin’/Selfishness got us followin’ our wrong direction—” In other words, ours is an age of anxiety in which people do not know what they’re doing, what they’re doing. Because what the world offers to man may be signs of progress, advancement, and modernity. It always does so, but without a heart. It does so without humane determination.

While it acknowledges life’s tragic deformity, the song particularly attacks the bad influence of the media on the youth. Modern media, according to the song, borders sensationalism in order just to sell: "Wrong information always shown by the media/Negative images is the main criteria/Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria/Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema…” Truly, media preys on the impressionable adolescents who will take the next generation’s boon or bane.

“Whatever happened to the values of humanity/Whatever happened to the fairness in equality/Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity/Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity” spells the young mind’s helplessness.

The songwriters very well know what the world needs, not because they are the modern day messiahs, but because they certainly know everyone knows what he can do, in a piece of advice to all: “Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found…” Indeed, this hip-hop original turned into a youth’s heart-wrenching anthem is noteworthy not just for its heart, but for its humanity.

As another song goes, “What the world needs now is love, sweet love,” the music culture will just keep on playing these themes because there’s nothing else to be concerned about but the virtues we have forgotten or simply have taken for granted.

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